Zella
by Zella
(Coolangatta.QLD 4225 Austraila.)
This is little wee Zella at 5 yrs old
This wee baby was born in Wellington, abandoned in Waihi, in foster homes around Paeroa area. Zella was a 15 month old baby, with a 6 wk old brother named Duane. They were both abandoned by their incubator in a house in Waihi (she deserves no entitlement name as a mother... so she is called an incubator).
This incubator had another child one year later. The baby was found on the floor of the hospital, with brain damage, in Dundin (after she was refused a pension).
The Sperm bank (who neither has a title as father due to the sexual abuse, and lack of love and care given to Zella).
He (the sperm bank) took charge of Zella and not giving her any proper medical care. Zella was abused and neglected, had sores all over her wee body every where.
And the Sperm bank refused to take her to the Doctors. And even for some one else to take her to the Doctors. He refused.
Child welfare ordered a warrant, and committed Zella to child welfare as an Orphan ward of the NZ state where she stayed for 18 yrs... in foster homes.
She and her brother Duane never got to meet each other until it was too late.. Duane spent his life in prison... from stealing food to robbing banks.. prison was his home :( where sadly he hung himself. :(...
Zella never cried as a baby and could only speak 5 to 6 words at the age of 5yrs. Life was hard and children were cruel.
Zella was never allowed to be adopted by the many families who wanted her. She had horrible step sisters who preyed on her and a step mother who always put her at the end of the line.
But she had one step daddy who loved her and who she loved so much. Until one he had a heart attack and Zellas' world crumbled again and again.
Zella never learned to read and write at school and had no one to help her with school work and anyway no one really cared.
Zella struggled though life...and taught herself best she could.
The number ONE problem she had all her life was
wondering what was so wrong with her as a baby for her to be so UN-LOVED AND NOT WANTED !! and why nobody wanted her.
And why NO ONE had the decency to tell her the Truth. No family to be told of...
Growing up alone with no one to call her family. And now has the problem of not knowing where to call home. No roots. she keeps to herself and lives alone. And she is a beautiful person. After all she has been through, she also lost her 4yr old daughter, who was killed by a car.
She has a good heart and helps everyone she can. And tries so hard not to be like other people.... who don't give a damn... :(
Even today she struggles without anybody seeing or knowing ...Yet you would never know... I hope one day someone will give her the love.... and help she so much needs and deserves....
Thank You
Zella
