Every Dreadful Day

(Indiana, USA)

I wake up each and every day,
no smile, no grin, for least to say,
days so long, pain so strong,
yet no feelings of where i belong,
i try and try and keep going on,
for my heart has packed and long been gone.

So here i stand in the middle of day,
sun shinging bright and i want to go away,
with no clue what to pretend today,
i put on the same fake face like yesterday,
i gave it all up for the one whos gone,
now i sit here alone and wait for the dawn.

Now its finally middle of night,
i'll never get sleep,
i'll just wait for some light,
then it will all just start again,
the numbness and pain tomorrow as everyone else grins,
one of these days i'll take off in flight,
just as my heart did on that dreaded night,
never to be seen again,
on this earth as someones friend.
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Thank you. This is a beautiful heartbreaking contribution. I wish I could help.
with love,
Laura