My heart breaks for you in all your pain. Such a loss must be terrible to bear. Yet you also show strength and a good attitude. Your commitment to your family is true selfless service and must be rewarded eventually. Who knows how things may work out?
Perhaps this loss will force you to find an inner independence and inner source of love, a yet to be discovered love of yourself and of life.
It is good that you see you need help. We all do!
Telephone sessions with me would be the fastest and best way. If you are not open to that for whatever reason, then I suggest you stop asking why you are not worthy and start making list of reasons why you ARE worthy, at least worthy of your own self love.
I see your worth clearly in what you wrote. Make demands of what you want and deserve to feel inside before you die. The quality of your inner thoughts and feelings are your number one priority. Don't rely on ANYONE to make you feel good.
That is what GOD and the divine is for. To support us in all the ways that silly old messed up people cannot. We are all children!
What you are is what you attract. Make it your business, with the help of your higher self, to be what you want more of. Can you see what I mean? Lemons cannot attract butterflies.
Best to you, Candace, and thanks for writing. Laura
Jul 21, 2009
Abandonment Issues - Feel your pain. by: Anonymous
So what to do about it now? If we had that answer,life wouldn't be so hard. Look at the bright side, you are aware of your feelings and how they came to be. This is a prime example of why there are so many people that have drug and alcohol, or any other addiction problem.
